What if...

There're things i wanna tell you but i cant. Dont know when or how i have fallen for you. You're a rather charming person, mysterious always. I like you for you're true to yourself, never hiding who you truly are or at least that's how I feel about you. You're pretty interesting, mysterious and yet true to yourself, haha. You're the only guy thus far that makes me believe that long distance relationship is possible. Maybe you gave an outlook that you're stable and matured. I dont know how you feel about me but I hope that you'll be able to find your better half and lead a happy life one day. Even though I tell you how I feel now I dont think it's the wisest thing to do for I'm leaving and I dont know where life will take me to. I cant ask you to wait here for me. And what if it's just me who feels this way for you? I'm afraid I'll lose you as a friend. It's just too risky. So things should just go on as it is.

Thank you

Yvonne dearest, you came into my life when I needed someone the most without you realising. Thank you for hearing me out all this time. You're remarkably a wonderful friend, I hope that you will be able to find your true, sincere and honest life partner. I hope that no matter what happens, you, Li Ping and Sim Ee will always remain as best friends. It's not easy to find friends that can stay on with another for so long. No matter how busy your lives gonna be, dont ever forget them. I know you won't because I see in you that you treasure this friendship a lot. I wish you well in everything. Thank you gal!

Just another phase in life

I am feeling so distant from you gals lately. Both of you are in a totally different league now, with a partner and great career life, we have not been hanging out as much as before (sounding like a whiner). I understand how busy your lives can be and I'm truly happy that things are going your way. Now that I'll going away for 10 months and maybe more, I don't know how our friendship will be, will it be as strong as before? Going abroad means starting a new life, I really hope that you gals will be there for me to give me the encouragement I will need, would you? I am starting to doubt it because even when we're here you gals are so impossible to reach. Have you ever stop in your busy life and ask how am I?

Kitti: I am so happy that you got married and leading a blissful life. You've been a great friend, always there when I needed you. However at this point of time, your new life have taken a more important note. I wish you all the best and may things change for the better for both of us again later.

Pei Hwa: Can't believe it had been more than a decade I have known you. It's truly my blessing to have you as my best pal. Always the logical and practical one. Haha I can't believe that I would be able to see you 'manja-ing' with Kai Yuan, but it's nice to see the softer side of you. Even though I don't know how your relationship with him have been but I hope that things will work out for the both of you. As for your career, I see you're soaring up and above; that's great!

No matter how busy life will be for you I hope you'll take care of yourselves and not drown yourselves in work. I feel sidelined for not being able to be part of your lives, this decision of going abroad will definitely be my greatest leap of finding my life and going my own way. We have reached our crossroads, you gals trudged ahead in the junctions you chose long time ago, and now I have chosen mine and from here I'll go on on my own; till once again we meet again and continue our lives in parallel. No matter where life brings me to, you both will always have a place in my heart. Like the saying, 'rather be faraway but near in the heart than to be faraway even near'!

All the best in your lives! Love you always!