It was a fairy tale

Cupid works his ways in many wonders.
When I was introduced to this guy, all I could say was "Who is this good looking dude?". No special feelings or what so ever. After knowing him more, he turned out to be a nice guy. Even though he is not a university graduate or any big shot, to be honest I'm proud of who he is. He has my full respect. At least he is earning a decent living and not just loiter around and still being a parasite to his family. Independent, loved and respected by his family and friends, that's him. We shared many happy times together. I felt comfortable and ar eased with him. However, things went wrong suddenly for no apparent reason. He went silent, cut off all forms of communications...why? I wondered many a times. It had been almost half a year I have lost contact with him but he is still haunting me. It's silly of me I know and I'm trying hard to move on. The hit song "Patience" by Take That expressed what i feel. I still bump into him not directly though occasionally. Well, how not to when we happened to live in the same housing estate? A fortnight ago, I heard that he is seeing another girl. If I happen to meet him with his new girl, bravely I'll wish him all the best and I hope that he is happy always sincerely.
People around me said that he is a coward. Yea, I don't hate him as a person but I'm disappointed by his guts. It will be better if he could tell me that he don't love me anymore or don't think that this relationship is going anywhere further. Sometimes silence is not golden. A guy friend suggested that either he is a coward and a jerk or he doesn't know how to tell me in order not to hurt me. Does this mean his love for me was so deep or he is just selfish? I don't have the answer to it and I might not be able to figure it out. All this could be solved if he explain to me one day but when???? Maybe one day.
I used to see him and talk to him every single day. Now, my days are most of the time dead. I try to fill my mornings with lots of activities but when night falls, it is horrible. So quiet, too quiet. I promise myself that I must move on and be happy again but it really not as easy as it sounds. If it so easy to forget someone, the person is not all that important to you, right? He has move on, does that mean that I wasn't as important as I thought I was in his life? I've no idea at all. I do realise that I probably come in like 3rd or 4th in his list of priorities when we were together. Well, he wasn't my number one either. Was I too busy till I neglected small little things that jeopardised the relationship? All I know is this time I fell too deep into the dungeon of love.
If I have one more chance, I would like to apologise if by any means I've made him felt intimidated. I respected him like any individual and I'm very proud to have known such a guy like him. All in all, I sincerely hope and pray that he'll be blessed with happiness and love always. May all his dreams come true!